Wednesday, May 26, 2021

Pray share chat 5/26/2021 Naturally Indwelling

 



The theme is the presence of the Holy Spirit.  The indwelling Holy Spirit.

calming meditation

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ABK0SYFxyEY

2.  song come holy ghost


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=V_AKDFsvrPg



3.  narrative


Naturally Indwelling 

Theme: Action and Contemplation: Part One

Friday, January 10, 2020

Fr. Richard Rohr, OFM

Action and Contemplation: Part One

Naturally Indwelling

Friday, January 10, 2020


Those who have gone to their own depths through contemplation uncover an indwelling Presence. Austrian philosopher Martin Buber (1878–1965) called this intimacy an “I-thou” relationship. It is a deep and loving “yes” to God and to life that is inherent within each of us. In Christian theology, this Presence would be described as the Indwelling Holy Spirit, which is precisely God as immanent, within us, and our deepest and truest self. God is the very ground of our being!


Some saints and mystics have described this Presence as “closer to me than I am to myself” or “more me than I am myself.” Thomas Merton and others call it the True Self. The paradox is that this True Self is immortal and indestructible, and yet it must also be awakened and chosen. The Holy Spirit is totally given and given equally to all, but it must be consciously received. The Presence needs to be recognized, honored, and drawn upon to become a Living Presence.


We all bear the divine image, but we surrender to God’s likeness in varying degrees and stages. None of us is morally or psychologically perfect or whole (at least I have not met anyone who is), but saints and mystics nevertheless dare to believe that they are ontologically (“in their very being”) whole, and that it is totally a gift from God. It has nothing to do with our own private “me”—with anything we could do to earn or deserve it!


The Holy Spirit is never created by our actions or behavior. It is naturally indwelling, our inner being with God. (In Catholic theology, we called the Holy Spirit “Uncreated Grace.”) Culture and usually even religion teach us to live out of the false or separate self of reputation, self-image, role, possessions, money, appearance, and so on. It is only as these things fail us, and they always do, that the True Self stands revealed and ready to guide us. Some enlightened souls surrender to this truth and presence early, usually by reason of suffering.


The True Self does not teach us compassion as much as it is compassion already. And from this more spacious and grounded place, one naturally connects, empathizes, forgives, and loves just about everything. We are made in love, for love, and unto love, and it is out of this love that we act.


Action doesn’t mean busyness or “do-goodism.” It may not even mean activism, but it does mean serious engagement with the suffering of the world, beyond our own in-groups and identity groups. Rightly sought, action and contemplation will always regulate, balance, and convert one another. Separately, they are dead-ended and trapped in personality. For all of us, finding tangible ways of expressing our faith is an endless rhythmic dance. The steps change now and then, but Someone Else is always leading and it’s just up to us to “follow” along.


References:

Adapted from Richard Rohr, Silent Compassion: Finding God in Contemplation (Franciscan Media: 2014), 46-47; and


“Not the Center for Activism and Introspection,” Radical Grace, vol. 4 no. 6 (Center for Action and Contemplation: December 1991-January 1992), 1.


4.  Prayer for the Twelve Fruits of the Spirit


Holy Spirit

Eternal Love of the Father and the Son,

kindly bestow on us

the fruit of charity,

that we may be united to You by Divine love;

the fruit of joy,

that we may be filled with holy consolation;

the fruit of peace,

that we may enjoy tranquility of soul;

and the fruit of patience,

that we may endure humbly

everything that may be opposed to our own desires.


Divine Spirit

Be pleased to infuse in us

the fruit of benignity,

that we may willing relieve

our neighbor’s necessities;

the fruit of goodness,

that we may be benevolent toward all;

the fruit of longanimity,

that we may not be discouraged by delay

but may preserve in prayer;

and the fruit of mildness,

that we may subdue every rising of ill temper,

stifle every murmur,

and repress the susceptibilities of our nature

in all our dealings with our neighbor.


Creator Spirit

Graciously impart to us

the fruit of fidelity,

that we may rely with assured confidence

on the word of God;

the fruit of modesty,

that we may order our exterior regularly;

and the fruits of continence and chastity,

that we may keep our bodies in such holiness

as befits Your temple,

so that having by Your assistance

preserved our hearts pure on earth,

we may merit in Jesus Christ,

according to the words of the Gospel,

to see God eternally

in the glory of His Kingdom.


Amen.



5.  meditation music 

Beautiful Relaxing Music • Peaceful Piano Music & Guitar Music | Sunny Mornings by Peder B. Helland - YouTube








https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ktsPuZvH-rQ



7.  Pentecost Reflection by Frank Bursic















Monday, May 24, 2021

the eloquence of nature

 



look no further for

His presence. vibrant colors

of nature speak it.


note: photo features part of my friend natalie's beautiful garden.

Thursday, May 20, 2021

haiku and equations



short, terse
symbolic
the same but different
absolute interpretation or it is deadly for chemical equation
the other subjective.
both powerful
efficient
effective.
Symbols of the elements
are used for the atoms, compounds,
Of the reactants and products.
For haikus
the thoughts
emotions
are conveyed
in metaphors or
sequence of the lines or
use of proper words.
In many ways
similarly balanced.
Chemical equations
every number of each atom on both sides
must be equal.
Haiku
the words equal
the thoughts,
emotions,
the spirit.


Wednesday, May 19, 2021

Pray Share and Chat 5/18/2021 Focus on Grace

 What is grace is explored in today's meeting.  

1. calming meditation

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=inpok4MKVLM



2. Amazing Grace by Pentatonix

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Obp-9BEZe1c






3.  Narrative

Richard Rohr Quotes About Grace

QUOTES ABOUT: GRACE
It is at the bottom where we find grace; for like water, grace seeks the lowest place and there it pools up.
Richard Rohr
Water, Grace, Pool
  
Once you experience being loved when you are unworthy, being forgiven when you did something wrong, that moves you into non-dual thinking. You move from what I call meritocracy, quid pro quo thinking, to the huge ocean of grace, where you stop counting or calculating.
Richard Rohr
Ocean, Moving, Thinking
Source: ryanthomasneace.com 
  

 
Church practice has been more influenced by Plato than by Jesus. We invariably prefer the universal synthesis, the answer that settles all the dust and resolves every question even when it is not entirely true over the mercy and grace of God.
Richard Rohr
Jesus, Plato, Dust
Richard Rohr (2011). “Falling Upward: A Spirituality for the Two Halves of Life”, p.56, John Wiley & Sons
  
Your heart has to be prepared ahead of time through faith and prayer and grace and mercy and love and forgiveness so you can keep your heart open in hell, when hell happens.
Richard Rohr
Prayer, Heart, Grace And Mercy
"Third Sunday of Advent: Keeping Our Hearts Open in Hell". Fr. Richard Rohr's homily at the Center for Action and Contemplation, cac.org. December 16, 2012. 
  
Once God and grace move us to the second half of life, religion becomes a mystical matter, rather than a moral matter.
Richard Rohr
Moving, Grace, Half

4. Meditation music

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=V1RPi2MYptM




5.  Prayer

A Prayer To Know Your Grace In My Life
Help me O God, because like all the children of men, I need your daily grace. Yesterday’s blessings can encourage but will not take care of the burdens of today.

May I know Thee as the Shepherd of my life and eternal soul. May my fears be dissolved by faith in Thee and through the power of Thy love.

Help me to love and manifest the spirit of love under all circumstances to all people. May my life be a glory to Thyself, a help to my fellow-man and rewarding to me.

In Jesus’ name,

Amen.

Source: https://prayer.knowing-jesus.com/prayer/a-prayer-to-know-your-grace-in-my-life-1222


6.  Thank you lord for your blessings

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1JKO7taXHr0




Tuesday, May 18, 2021

it was them before the grandkids

 







memories of my two daughters in their teens making lumpia during the high school graduation of wendy

triggered by my exploring making same lumpia vegan with cauliflower walnut meat i demonstrated a few days ago

so preoccupied with my two grand children i lost touch of what it was before, namely, with my two daughters dominating my emotion and time then.

something happened. perhaps my younger daughter has been nice lately.  

whatever i appreciate the comeback of something that those little grandkids replaced. 

Tuesday, May 4, 2021

Pray, Share and Chat 5/5/2021 Focus on Healing

 


The focus of the meeting is on healing.

1.  calming meditation by deepak chopra

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bAl8OnjXO8A



2.  Song by laura's story entitled blessings


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GGk-pJaoP9s





3.  narrative 

Monday, May 3rd, 2021

Richard Rohr's Daily Meditation

From the Center for Action and Contemplation

Week Eighteen: Trauma and Healing

Healing Takes Place Here

Claude AnShin Thomas suffered for years from the trauma of war as a Vietnam combat veteran. A retreat with Buddhist teacher Thich Nhat Hanh set him on the path of mindfulness and healing. He is now a Zen Buddhist monk. He recounts his story:

I suffer from a disturbed sleep pattern that has been a part of my life since a nighttime attack in Vietnam in 1967. Since that time, I haven’t slept for more than two consecutive hours in any one night. . . . My sleeplessness became the central symbol of my not-all-rightness, of my deepest fears that I would never be all right. . . .

Part of the reason I had difficulty sleeping was because of my night terrors: the sounds of artillery (that isn’t there) firing in the distance, of helicopters on assault, that special look of everything illuminated by artificial light, the sounds of small arms fire, of the wounded screaming for a medic. For me, this is what rises up out of the silence that is special to night. I hated the sun going down. I fought and struggled with my inability to sleep, and the more I fought, the more difficult the nights became. So I turned to alcohol and drugs (legal and illegal) for relief, but my suffering just got worse. . . .

Some years after getting sober, I was standing at the kitchen sink in my cottage in Concord, washing dishes. Above the sink was a window through which I could see a row of fifty-foot-tall pine trees that lined the driveway. That day as I did the dishes, I was watching a squirrel busy doing whatever it is that squirrels do, when I had a powerful experience. A voice inside me, the voice of awareness, said to me, “You can’t sleep, so now what?” I began to laugh. It was a moment of complete acceptance. I finally understood that I just was how I was. To resist, to fight, to attempt to alter the essential nature of my life, was in fact making matters worse, and now I understood that I simply needed to learn how to live with the reality of who I was. In this moment I discovered that it was here, in the midst of suffering and confusion, that healing and transformation can take place, if I can stop trying to escape.

But I’m not special, you know. You can do this, too. You can face your own sorrow, your own wounds. You can stop wanting some other life, some other past, some other reality. You can stop fighting against the truth of yourself and, breathing in and breathing out, open to your own experience. You can just feel whatever is there, exploring it, until you also discover the liberation that comes with stopping the struggle and becoming fully present in your own life. This is the real path to peace and freedom. You could do this for yourself; you could do this for your family. Our whole world will benefit.

Claude AnShin Thomas, At Hell’s Gate: A Soldier’s Journey from War to Peace (Shambhala: 2004), 152–153, 154


 4.  meditation music

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qi2gzgNJC0E



 

5.  the most powerful healing prayer by st padre pio

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=gLIjml_Kfmw


6.  closing song what a wonderful world


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=D67lR7Qy_wk




Monday, May 3, 2021

twice blessed






i did not realize

 i was so blessed

until i felt myself teary eyed

with emotions

realizing beyond the

beautiful dresses and suits

And the joy of finally getting

to the altar to receive Jesus

for the first time

are the sacrifices of women

and men who gave their time

and effort for their children

to this point. 

it is a great beginning

for their journey to

guide their children

to create God's kingdom

on earth. 

i will not forget seeing their faces

on the screen week after week

i saw the fatigue but they went on

through God's grace.

we were trying to convince ourselves

we need this meeting.

including the prayer meditation. a mini retreat

at the beginning of each meeting.

i did wonder

were not the emails of what to do enough together with

 the excellent ebook?

why are we here. why am i doing this

i had asked myself sometimes.

reflecting today is it because the journey is not over

they need to continue their efforts

their sacrifices . the meetings are steps

to this lifelong journey not only for their

kids but also themselves.

i cried because i realized i was

among warriors and heroes

for Christ the whole time.

what am honor, a privilege.

but they needed to

be prepared.


note: the last batch of my second grade ccd students received their first communion yesterday.  i met with the parents online every week to guide them on how to teach their children using an excellent ebook and eassessment.  most of them came week after week faithfully.  once a month i met with the children. in retrospect i taught twice, the parents and the children make it three times we all learned including me.