Glimpse of God the Father

 

Not really have a clear view of who He really is

Till i found myself feeling the disappointment and confusion 

In my child. Crushed expectations. Disastrous competition results.  No rhyme or reason. 

I felt the pain. Could not sleep over it. Worried. 

Then as if the church bell tolled and I realized how God the Father must have felt when His son was in the garden agonizing on what is to come. The disappointment and suffering. 

The son exclaiming on the cross “why have you abandoned me”. 

A realization of an ever loving God. Who felt what I felt.  An Easter gift. Grateful.