hey relax

 hey relax

it is just stuff

a house, a room, whatever you are renovating

is just that. stuff

really?

no no no

my soul and heart and nerves are all in

shut up

i want this.

it is me.

what?

My head and nerves breaking 

I struggled with decisions 

This vanity or that  

Chrome or polished nickel 

That what ifs are killing me  

Will it match or clash 

I am slowly dying from fear

Of mistakes  

I wish I was back to having no decisions 

No choice no regret

Alas it is got to be me

All this stuff 

I have to learn when enough is enough