i wonder why

 

just thankful that i am not anxious

during this wee hour in the morning

could it be all the upbeat thank you etc songs

i have been playing trying them out for zoom prayer meetings 

or could it be i am done shopping for the thanksgiving dinner

except i need still vegetable broth and chickpeas Aldi ran out of.

not sure why. 

what did i eat or did not eat that triggered this good mood

the veggie pizza or the divine chocolate covered marshmallow?

is it because i am getting used to using google meet

and the osv ccd website 

could it be watching  my past third grade class video of their year long work

satisfaction unexpected but happifying

is this why God gave us memory neurons

or could it be hormonal glands turned not mean

or nebby

not sure but i will take it while it lasts

it is early morn and i have twelve or so more hours to live life

as best i can good happy mood or not.

but thank you lord while i am ahead.